Forgiveness and Humility
Tonight I was touched by Love. I realized I have been angry about a lot of things I haven't allowed myself to even deal with and this has led to some harsh behaviors on my part. Yuck, yuck, and ouch. While I do not feel shame, because I truly love myself and know I'm doing the best I can, I do feel remorse- Remorse for not having allowed myself to be more patient and let my steam cool down before I responded. Because I didn't wait, I burned two people who didn't really deserve my fire-y words. As I sat down tonight, became still and relaxed a familiar voice came forward. It melted my ice and opened my heart and healed my thoughts. I let go of my anger which served as a wall guarding my heart. I opened my eyes and saw the innocence of the two women I mistreated. I cried and I woke up- to myself, to love. I am human. My life constantly reminds me. I am love. My life constantly reminds me. I asked for forgiveness and in the asking alone I am already whole.